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    At what age were you aware that other boys were excited and terrified of castration?

    On some level I think I always knew that castration was often on the minds of other boys. I knew this as sometimes my friends would let a remark slip out. But it wasn't until I found the EA that I first realized that castration was a "thing", that it was a fetish for many. How about you? When did you first know?

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    I honestly don't know when I knew about castration exactly. I mean I knew what the balls were for and did. I know I knew about vasectomy at a young age from television. I was aware of Crossdressers and Transsexuals before castration. Although you could make the case of since I knew about SRS I knew about castration. However I never thought about it as a separate thing by itself until much later in life. Possibly not until i discovered the EA site as an offshoot in my interest in TG subjects.

    I did know about historical eunuchs and castrati, but didn't think of men going out of there way in the 20th century wanted to be castrated.

    *shrug*

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    I think you're right, but I would not know a specific moment or statement so quickly. It is true that castration was hanging in the atmosphere, as it were. And there was when I was desperate looking on the internet for men who had been neutered or wanted to be castrated.
    Maybe there was such a moment, but not as I expected. An older friend who once said to me so out of nowhere, that there were groups of men in the United States who were castrated.This older friend saw castration also as a desire for purity. That desire for purity of such a group of castrated men was also my desire, I wanted to get castrated there in the group, being a eunuch in a group of eunuchs. Without me ever showing anything about my castration desire, this older friend seemed to know my secret desire. He said that he had wanted a sexchange from man to woman. Changed his mind and did not find a gender change with the corresponding castration the right choice in the desire for purity. And and that for me too castration was not correct. I listened to him, but did not respond. It was my secret and with a negative judgment it had to stay my secret. - it is amazing how such a thing can hang in the atmosphere.
    The big change came when I found, let us say the section "castration" on the internet, and with that through Losethem the Eunuch Archive.

    The older friend has passed away, but he still seems to say to me: "Don't do it".
    But the desire for a castration tastes so sweet.
    so far for now = later more

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    I may have mentioned it before but I can distinctly recall the very moment I became aware of castration and also aware that others knew of it. I was just 11 and at school, I was with a group of friends and we were talking about balls. I was well aware of sex and what balls did but the idea that they could be lost or taken had somehow not occurred to me. I was aware of the burgeoning manliness and the attraction of girls to me. We got onto to the topic of balls and then losing them to become a eunuch... a new term to me. A friend more worldly wise told me to read James Bond Casino royal if I wanted to know what a eunuch was. He told me a little but I didnt want to seem too interested and I am not sure about the depth of his knowledge at the time. From then on I was hooked on castration as a topic and found it erotic in terms of what it can take away either forced or willing. I am sure this moment shaped me quite a lot, but guess I was bound to have found out eventually and may have had a similar reaction.

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    I became aware of castration at age 11, but I didn't think about it much. I did not know anyone who was castrated. castration seemed so distant and unimportant. But somehow when puberty started, I knew that castration could stop it. But it was something so impossible I didn't think much about it. Until at age 15 castration became a "thing" for me, when I realized there were many eunuchs in history and there are eunuchs even modern times. I wouldn't say, that I was turned into eunuch wannabe, instead, something that was opened in me by reading that book about eunchs, that has been inside me since I was born. It is like you are not turned into gay, you just discover it in yourself.

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    As a young boy what confused me most about castration and nullification is that I saw it as something that was both empowering and diminishing all at the same time. Empowering in that as a eunuch you'd have complete control over your body and your mind wouldn't be ruled by lust and the constant need for sex. Diminishing in that there'd simply be less of you and that you wouldn't be able act as a male.

    I'd have loved to have been able to read stories about contemporary American boys who had the same thoughts and concerns as I did. But I'm afraid that if I did those stories might have compelled me to engage in risky behavior.

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    I don't think I was aware of it until a short quick incident that occurred during y 9th grade wrestling practice (13 or 14 at the time) whereas I was smaller than most, I was in the lowest weight group, but there were not more than one other guy I could wrestle in that class, so i was always having to wrestler the bigger kids. One guy had pretty much tied me in knots while joking to his friend because, I wasn't much of a challenge for him. I don't recall the exact position I was in but my knees were pushed up by my chin and he had his arm wrapped around my legs/torso with his head in the general area of my crotch/buttocks. (yes, heroic the position was not) And as I was struggling to figure a way out of this hold, he said to his friend... "We could cut these off and he'll never be a man" while doing a quick light flick against the ball sack. My mind mentally went SPROING! and it was always a desire after that.

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    Around the age of 23 when a testicle was smacked up and swollen. After that I forgot about it until ... I seriously thought about it again in my mid 30's when I found the EA.
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    Quote Originally Posted by betamale View Post
    I don't think I was aware of it until a short quick incident that occurred during y 9th grade wrestling practice (13 or 14 at the time) whereas I was smaller than most, I was in the lowest weight group, but there were not more than one other guy I could wrestle in that class, so i was always having to wrestler the bigger kids. One guy had pretty much tied me in knots while joking to his friend because, I wasn't much of a challenge for him. I don't recall the exact position I was in but my knees were pushed up by my chin and he had his arm wrapped around my legs/torso with his head in the general area of my crotch/buttocks. (yes, heroic the position was not) And as I was struggling to figure a way out of this hold, he said to his friend... "We could cut these off and he'll never be a man" while doing a quick light flick against the ball sack. My mind mentally went SPROING! and it was always a desire after that.
    Gee that would make a great opening to a fiction story.

    I wonder how the larger boy would have felt had he only known the life changing implications of his "suggestion" had on you.

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    Around 9-10, when my dad starts to threaten me to have me circumcised. I had not any fu **** g clue of what a circumcision is, so I thought about a partial penectomy.
    I suffered a bad phimosis, and my parents tried to made it looser. My father actually thought it was a whim issue, as if I could retract my foreskin if I would. The circumcision threat was ,, in his mind, a good incentive to convince me to uncover my glans, but he just seeded in my mind this kink

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    Yep, the highway to hell is paved of good intentions. I'm sure, your father has never thought that would ever triggered your castration fantasy, same for mothers who threaten to cut their son's penis.

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    I only found out that other men were excited about genital mutilations at 40 y.o.. Prior to that I thought that I was the only men in the world to have such fantasy. When I got internet, my first search on the the web was for castration. I was relief when I discovered BME and EA.

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    Quote Originally Posted by IncestCirc View Post
    Around 9-10, when my dad starts to threaten me to have me circumcised. I had not any fu **** g clue of what a circumcision is, so I thought about a partial penectomy.
    I suffered a bad phimosis, and my parents tried to made it looser. My father actually thought it was a whim issue, as if I could retract my foreskin if I would. The circumcision threat was ,, in his mind, a good incentive to convince me to uncover my glans, but he just seeded in my mind this kink
    As a boy I was never threatened with castration, not even the hint of if. If my dad had suggested anything like that to me I shudder to think how much more screwed up I might be!

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    I'm not too much messed up, at least since I embrace this emasculation kink! I was aroused even back at the time, at that age I couldn't handle some powerful erection I got during medical checkup! My honor was saved by the doctor who explained my dad that the erection come from my hypersensitive glans.
    Back in the day I was too frightened about the loss of my precious pecker to really enjoy the whole experience.

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