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    Desire to be eunuch for kingdom of God

    I'm thinking of starting to take Androcur 50mg for a month or so then cut down to 25mg. I'd like to know approximately how long it will take to become fully chemically castrated? I believe God called me to become a eunuch for His Kingdom (Matthew 19:11-12). I am troubled with lust, porn addiction, and have had trouble cheacting when I was in relationships in the past so I want to end my sex drive for God's Kingdom. Also, I'd like to know what kind of exercise people undergoing chemical castration can do? I love to run buy I think I might be too sore to run especially with the vibration in that region that running causes? Also, what kind of underwear do those who have gone through chemical castration wear? I'm thinking something comfortable but I don't know just wondering what others use to remain comfortable?

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    Re: Desire to be eunuch for kingdom of God

    God? Have you seen him? Greet him if yes!

    It's all in your head and if you like to be an eunuch, so try it out!
    Around two weeks then you should feel the first low T. symtoms...

    Use 100mg/day, otherwise it will need long to set in. Androcur is working Blood-level based and it need much on beginning and you can go down after levels stabile.

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    I would follow CastratedTomcat on his advice.
    However most monks practice celibacy as a mental discipline.. mind over matter and all that and don't usually go about chopping one anothers balls off..
    Keep up the exercise routine that you are used to and wear whatever underwear you like as not too much will change down there.
    Finally are you getting confused by the term "Chemical Castration" as taking a few pills wont make your nuts drop off leading to your concern about soreness and vibration when going for a run.

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    Thanks CastratedTomcat for your advice. I've never seen God but I have faith he's there. Even in this time I don't think a prerequisite for being christian is being crazy. Now there are some things in the bible that can be proven wrong with facts and evidence but the evidence of the holy spirit and on God acting on behalf of someone's life is sometimes unmistakable there's nothing like it. Perhaps to you it sounds crazy that I take Matthew 19:12 as literal and not metaphorical (to be celibate for God's Kingdom) but to each there own there are a couple of ways to take that passage

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    I definitely cannot go the celibate route tried it before and my sex drive is just too strong as 99.99% of all men's are. I've tried lots with prayer and meditation and still after a time I will turn to women, have had some homosexual experiences, and porn watching also. As for taking the pills I know that my nuts won't just drop off but I'm thinking that if I'm taking the meds religiously that after a while I'll be so sore down there that the vibrations and balls jiggling while I run will cause extra pain so I'm asking what other members use to help hold everything together?

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    I hope I made sense in my reply please let me know if you need a better explanation thanks for helping ambiguous

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    Hello WealthyRunner,

    If you’re considering chemical castration then I would suggest spending some time browsing the forum and reading other people’s accounts. Peoples experiences vary, so it’s unlikely it’ll be the same for you, but it will give you some idea of what to expect.

    From what I can find most people find that starting Androcur at 100mg a day, then dropping to 50mg a day after a couple of weeks seems to be about the right dose. Some start at 50mg a day and find this is sufficient, while others go for a dose of over 100mg a day in the beginning. Be aware though that higher doses put a strain on your liver.

    From your posts I’m guessing that you don’t want any feminisation of your body, so it may be worth considering taking something like Tamoxifen or Raloxifene in addition to Androcur. I understand that these inhibit your bodies natural oestrogen, so should prevent you from developing an impressive set of man boobs (no guarantee though!). You will still quite likely lose some body hair and muscle strength, and you may also experience a little redistribution of fat.

    Another important thing to consider is the possibility that you may want children one day. The effects of chemical castration can become permanent after a while (can’t tell you how long as this seems to vary a lot), so it may be worth considering banking some sperm. A short chemical castration trial shouldn’t have any permanent effects, but there is no guarantee. Any messing about with your body’s natural balance is a risk, and in my experience life can have a funny way of surprising you when you least expect it. Think long and hard about it before following this path, as you never know, you could be about to meet the love of your life and she may want to start a family…

    As far as the running goes you are likely to lose a bit of stamina, but the general consensus seems to be that as long as you stay fit you’ll be okay. Just don’t expect to win any races! Some report a little testicular pain on starting chemical castration, mostly described as fairly mild and going away after a few weeks (possibly indicating some damage to the testicles), but I don’t think that you’ll need to buy new underwear!

    You obviously have great faith in God, which if you decide to chemically castrate yourself may help you through any difficulties you experience. But, please remember that if you go too far down this path there my be no turning back, as you may have made permanent changes to your body. It is not a decision to be taken lightly.

    I have not yet experienced chemical castration myself, so what I have written is entirely based on the accounts of others. I have ordered Androcur and Tamoxifen so in the next few months I will have first hand experience of what it is actually like, and how it affects me. I am hoping that it helps me with my gender dysphoria, but the actual experience may turn out to be not what I am expecting at all..!

    Whatever you decide to do, I hope you find peace and happiness.

    x
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    Correct I do not want feminization so I'll have to checkout tamoxifen or raloxifene. Thanks for that advice. As for having children I have a 13 year old daughter who I have custody of but I don't want anymore children and had a vasectomy about 8 years ago I'm currently 35. That's comforting that the major discomfort starts to go away after a few weeks. I'm a big and tall runner and even at 5k pace I'm still running just under 8 minute miles so I'm not very fast. If I have to I can slow down and take it easy and pack on slower miles if I need the calorie burn. I'm also thinking of going back on Herbalife Nutrition ultimate plan for weight loss and to help me better regulate my weight. Currently I'm 6'4" and 270 when on Herbalife I know I can lose weight and that it will help me to keep it off. Is it important to be on a good nutrition plan when on chemical castration drugs? I think it would be since my body then will at least be fully nourished while it's going through changes from lack of testosterone. Also, I don't want to gain 20 pounds and have even more trouble getting the weight back off but if I have to be 20 pounds heavier it would be worth it to be chemically castrated. I'll pray for you zeebeedee for good health through your upcoming chemical.castration experience.

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    Re: Desire to be eunuch for kingdom of God

    Quote Originally Posted by WealthyRunner View Post
    I hope I made sense in my reply please let me know if you need a better explanation thanks for helping ambiguous
    No probs mate

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    Re: Desire to be eunuch for kingdom of God

    Suggest you do a search for "Yodanell" and read his story and experiences.

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    I m honestly confused. If you te already sterilized. No unwanted pregnancies will occur from you enjoying vast amounts of wonderful recreational sex. Wearing condoms for safe sex removes the disease worries. Do that and then how is any amount of sex going to do any harm to you or anyone else ? How is not having sex pleasing to God or more Christian than having lots of sex ? God created sex for humans to relish and enjoy. Lots of very religious men had lots of sex at the same time that they fully enjoyed their religion. Why are sex and relgion incompatable in your view ?

    I m not trying to be an ass, I m just not seeing any problem between religion and sex. I know many people have tried to paint all sex and especially recreational str8 and homosexual sex as evil. But thinking deeply and seriously about it, sex is not evil, its one of life s greatest joys and pleasures to be generously shared with other willing and eager people. Sex is beautiful and a shared joy. Why think sex is at all evil or anti religious ?
    Thanks.

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